eyes closed, breath held, fingers crossed

2009-07-13T22:55:00.000-07:00

IT'S E-LEARNING TODAY!
and i'm not liking it. so much work to do!

i had to go back to school earlier on in the morning to collect the worksheets. simply becus i couldnt do it on the computer. haha!
so went there wid bacon lee :D
know what the stuff at GO told us?? go up to computer lab 4.
we were like"huh?" i thought we were juz gona get the wksts and go. but in the end, *sigh*

surprise surprise. guess who we saw at the lab? Bernice and Farhahahaha. ;)
they were planning to print out the works to bring home instead of doing it there. so we decided to do just that too. Bernice helped us to print. She made a biggg mistake. she printed out something which didnt really had to be printed out and juz 1 set consisted of 22 pages!!!!! *OMG!* 4 sets=88 pgs!
we gathered at the printer and were waiting. waiting. ... still waiting. non-stop printing! th teachers there were looking at us and we were all,"how?*loud laugh* eh! how come so much?! *laugh even louder*" took so long.

haha-ed like hell!
then eline and i headed to white sands library. was tryin to find this book but couldnt.
oh well.
bye! loads of work to do

2009-07-06T02:54:00.000-07:00

it's been a long long time since i last posted, AGAIN. haha! was too lazy as usual.

went out with eline bacon to vivo today. we walked and walked and walked around the second level for like duno how many times, hunting for jeleen's birthday present. finally found what i thought was nice for her after an hour? had planned to buy something HUMUNGOUS for her but.. oh well. she made me carry this huge present with toysrus wrapping paper all the way to school couple of days ago! embarassed like hell. X] nvm jeleen. i forgive you despite your evil motive to embarass me. *sigh* í cant believe i'm that good either. haha!!

even though it's quite late to say this, i still want to

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WONDERFUL PRESENTS AND BIRTHDAY WISHES!
♥♥♥♥♥

2009-06-12T03:05:00.000-07:00

juz came back from games of badminton wid eline, jia en and cass. was really funny and super megaa fun!!

they came over to my house. jia en was like so excited in seeing the dogs? and and.. the worst parts? oh my goshh... they kept trying to see my younger times photos! hiaz. had much headache there.

badminton was fun part. jia en and i paired up. (:
eline, cass.
so funny. cass and jia en were the hit lightly type. me and eline. haha! we kept hitting like crazy.
then halfway playing, this young kid purposely walk in between us. walk so slow somemore! wads the problem with him?! slap him la. then so funny. we were like all staring at him. shooting dagger eyes. then this jia en, she raise her racket like going to hit the kid. he a bit scared then look away, eye small small. haha! stupid.

satisfied now. so.. yea. =D

2009-06-10T05:04:00.000-07:00

as u can see, i've changed my skin and url. many thanks to eline!

went to eline's house for the very first time on monday. it was supposed to be a movie marathon. but turned out to be photo taking session. haha! was pretty fun and super funny. i've only got the pictures of us at the playground. the rest of them are with jia en and eline.

eline and jia en

me and jia en

me and my bacon.

the three musketeers.

haha.

eline said this pic looks like jia en take picture with 2 monkeys. (:

plenty fun overall.

will be going out with cheryl, vanis and wilnel tm! so long nv hang out together..

2009-05-31T07:30:00.000-07:00

yea yea. i noe it's been real long since i've last posted. sorry!

came back from camp at st.john's island on wednesday. everyone was tanned. especially the ppl from p.ubin. they had sunburn which made them look quite like sausages. haha!
if my camp ws being compared to the pulau ubin camp. mine would be really majorly bo-ring. no kidding.

oh rite rite!! my results! how could i miss out on something so important. *abt to smack head. but jeleen's face suddenly appears* hahahahahha! ..uh-hum. okay. back to results. it was okay.
bad side: no A1s :(
good side: no failures :)
but i improved. soo.. tats abt it.

anyway.. its the hols! actually, if you think abt it, holidays can be quite awfully boring. if you're not holidaying overseas that is. like me, basically.all i do is read, read,read,read,read. do i have to
go on further? Reading's nice. it's so wonderfully nice when i can just escape from the world into a story that's way more interesting than mine will ever be. it's cool. buteverything that u do eventually has a point where you'll get sick of it. oh! i'll be changing my blogskin soon :D
see ya. look forward to a new change!!

2009-05-15T03:43:00.000-07:00

yes yes yes!!!!

exam's history now. *cheers* free free free!

my brain was on the process of exploding! haha.

oh. did u noe that people only use about 40% of their brain when doing stuff or something? so it's like.. woa. ppl are really really smart.it's juz that, they dun use what they have. heard that from a tv programme i think.

lazy to blog more.

quick bye!

2009-05-07T06:38:00.000-07:00

AAAHHH!!!

math paper 1 tm!!!

2009-05-03T05:07:00.000-07:00

Went to vivo yesterday wid sister and dad for dinner. den went to top floor after that.
there was this huge huge screen. it was the history channel showing somthings about the MOON and you won't believe how interesting it got.

scientists or whatever those ppl are claimed that the moon would eventually be out of sight!! can u imagine that?! well, that will actually happen 50 billion years later.. but by that time the sun would have faded. 10 billion years later.
soo.. all these wont really be a problem to me. haha! i wounldn be on earth then. (:

they explained that the moon's been moving away from earth very long ago. every time it goes around the earth, .... okay. it'll take long for me to explain it. and.. i'm feeling lazy now.
but yea, pretty amazing rite? they also say that people get affected during a full moon. there will somehow be more crimes happening and stuff.

i'm starting to love the moon a lottt!

Thanks ..

2009-04-27T01:26:00.000-07:00

speech day on sat. breakfast was provided(mcdonald). haha. wasn affected by the sun that day (: concert in hall was okay. was really boring during the speechES.
later came the hugs n cries. juz after some seniors played tong hua and rest of us sang the song. was so touching tat part. ms chan n mr. wong cried! i think...

will miss all the sec 4s/5. (: they've all been very important. helped the juniors to come all the way to where they are now.

to celest♥: i noe it's been very difficult, teaching us and all. only 2 seniors.. i appreciate yr hardwork. you've been constantly worrying about us and yea.. u noe u noe. haha. i duno how to say. juz that i'll really miss you. *sigh*no fun anymore. sometimes i think u oso very silly, tat's y i laugh.

jodie♥: you've been soo nice and patient with us all this while. thx for always remembering my oreo. haha. :p a great and, oh ya! thoughtful too. ah ya, basically, a nice senior whom will be treasured and remembered by... me!

rachael♥: a funny, caring senior. want you to noe that u are loved dearly.

you've been supporting and encouraging us all the way especially during syf. appreciated. (:

band without the sec 4s/5 will be wierd.

section without naggy celest, sweet jodie and darling rachael will be even wierder.

another strange thing, i didnt cry or feel sad except singing of tong hua part. almost every one were teary-eyed except a few which.. includes me.

at that time, i didnt feel anything. i kept thinking, everything was the same. the seniors are still going to be here. i wasn trying to convince myself or anything. it was just there in my head.

but.... now. i feel a kind of sadd.. and a little worried.

actually, ... quite worried. how to help the juniors when we cant even really help ourselves?

sigh. its gonna be difficult.

it's been a lot fun having u guys around.especially the KL trip.

... i cant make myself say goodbye to u guys.
will misss you♥

2009-04-15T06:34:00.000-07:00

tired tired.
had napfa today. 5 stations. didn't fail any but scored D for like all except for sit-ups. got A! haha.
but really disappointed with others especially pull ups n standing broad jump. was pathetic.

Q-ing at the pull ups station when suddenly this pencil hit eline at the neck! left a scratch. *ouch* even though i think it was an accident, th jerk whoever it was should be way more careful.

other scene. jeleen completed all th stations n handed the paper to samuel, the rep. BUT,.. he lost the paper! jeleen told ms goh n told her tat she had to retake all the stations again! omg! den she was so mad with th rep n started crying.. many of us tried to comfort her den eline and amirah went to tell mr david. he was so good, asked jeleen to take a new paper and write her scores back. =D
whoo! if i was jeleen, i'd be soo ready to kill samuel.

2009-04-12T05:50:00.000-07:00

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this goes to cheryl!! happy advance 14th birthday!!

2009-04-05T02:30:00.000-07:00

i was to do this quiz by toefeeler. haha

.If you could change your name, wad would it be?
i'll stay silvia♥.

.Do you think you are good looking?
isnt good looking for guys?

.Are you single or taken?
single

.Are you happily single or taken?
happily single :]

.What's your favourite colour?
i ♥ all colours!

.Do you think the world is round or flat?
duh. it IS round.

.Spongebob or Patrick?
spongebob, he's caring in a silly stupid way. haha

.Chuckie or Tommy?
omg. i hate chuckie! he was my kiddy nightmare! .. who's tommy?

.Pooh, Eeyore or baby pooh?
eeyore. he's kinda cute in a dumb way.

.Who are your best friends?
vanis♥cheryl♥eline♥theo♥jia en♥cass♥.....

.Who is your enemy?
i dun have any currently.

.who is your hero?
nobody saved me. i saved myself. ;}

.Who was the last person you saw?
my sister.

.Who was the last person you hugged?
lol.don't know. jewel? jia en? farhah? jeleen? you noe.. syf.

.Who was the last person you told I love them?
ok, tat. i'm not sure. dogs don't count rite? haha

.Who is the person you miss most?
.. pei shi♥.. she will always be a wonderful friend i will never forget.

.What is one thing that brightens your day?
friends making jokes and laughing with me.

.when was the last time you went on a vacation?
14-16 march. went to KL for an exchange. :D

.Who was the last person to annoy you?
who else but my annoying sister.

.Against or for gay marriage?
against. i mean, is there even such a thing?

.Bush or Kerry?
erm.. who's kerry? i've don't think i've ever heard of him before

.Against or for abortion?
definitely against. it's cruelty n murder.

.When was the last time you cried?
02 April 09. tears of joy though.gold for syf! didn't expect myself to shed tears. tat's not me. but i was so overjoyed. what do you expect me to do?

.When was the last time you were absolutely happy?
02 April 09. *sigh* how mant times do i have to repeat myself? syf.....

.Who was the last person you yelled at?
my sister i suppose..

.Do you think you are well liked?
how would i noe?

.Do you go to Talawanda?
huh? where's that?

Tag 7 people to do this quiz.
>vanis
>cheryl
>jewel
>jeleen
>farhah
>jia en
>wilnel

oh rite. today's yan bing's birthday!

2009-04-03T04:42:00.000-07:00

GOLD!! tats wad we got for syf! omg!
all our hard work paid off. CONGRATS TO ALL! we did amazing.

still rmb wad th announcer said quite clearly..
announcer> band 75. coral concert band *grin* ... Gold.
coral band> *SCREAMS* n jumps off from chair.

95% of us started crying tears of joy. wish i could replay this scene again n agin n agian.
never ever ever ever forget this moment in my whooole liiiife. gona keep my overture and merry widow scores in my treasure box. hahaha.

i was literally shaking when they were about to announce our coral's resuts. everyone were so tense and the atmosphere was like really still. when we found out our results. everyone jumped up from their chairs and started screamin their heads off. we were freakin out. haha few of us includin me were so shocked, we juz sat there stunned. well, yea. it was a wonderful moment. from a bronze to a gold band.

we worked hard and achieved what we wanted. yea!! can finally sit back n relax. well, a little..
i'd like to thank all our seniors, teachers n especially mr wong! for encouraging us, juniors.

THANK YOU!

♥thx celestine for your card and photoframe. i love it!

♥thx jodie for your cute oreos. cant believe you rembered to bring dem!

♥thx rachael for your heart-warming encouragements!

♥thx jewel, farhah,jeleen n jolene for your wonderful hugs!!!!!

2009-03-30T06:25:00.000-07:00

yes! finally had some fun on saturday. band had bbq at pasir ris park. sec 1's came too.
unfortunately, farhah n i had to leave earlier n were the first to leave.

but jia en, cass, farhah n i came earlier to rent bikes n stuff. haha.
den we met jodie and others n became their fedex ;D

u noe wad? i didnt eat anything at all except this spoonful of bee hoon from jodie! amazing or wad? but i wasn hungry after that anyway. ended up all the sec 2's were cooking while seniors played games. den was time for farhah, me n cass to return the rented bikes. we walked all the way there. oh rite, i forgot to mention. our bbq pit was pit 64!! the last last last one. so u can imagine how long it took for us to return the stuffs.

had a game of qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo. excitiing. i got forfeit twice!! had to drink this supposed eew drink made by joelle n others but it turned out not as bad as i expected. quite sweet u noe? oh ya! played twister toooo. jeleen was omg squeeezing me. i'm never gona play twister with her ever again. haha. juz kiddin jeleen.

well yea. den me n farhah had to leave. enjoyed myself a lot! hope there will be another bbq like this again.

almost 2 more days to SYF!! jia you everyone!

2009-03-26T03:09:00.000-07:00

was so busy lately. hardly had time for homework.

there's sound check tm!! good thing is we get to skip lessons. bad thing is, i'm not skipping chinese. ugh...

syf''s 7 days away~
think it's gona be the day before i noe it.

n n!! jeleen! hope u like this. haha

took this in the bus trip to KL. was so damn funny. jeleen was 'eating' while sleeping! she had this chocolate thing in her mouth n me n celst tried pulling it out. but she was like bitting so hard. hahaha. jeleen, were u hungry?

pity jeleen. we kept disturbing her. celest n i took her care bear n turned it into bear beng. lol. it WAS a she. but changed to a guy. benny the bear beng. haha. from jenny>benny.

farhah n i transformed jenny. we "pierced" her nose using scotchtape to juz stick this stuff rite under her nose. b4 tat, her ears were oso being meddled with by us. haha~ so hilarious! then me n celest made up a story called >> The Tragedy of Bear Beng. had loads of fun then.

well, to end of, i cant wait for tm!

2009-03-09T03:33:00.000-07:00

whoop! got back our common tests today. did pretty ok.
was surprised by my chinese! assumed I'd just pass but turned out better than i expected.

got our syf uniform today. was a little disappointing. a dress!
i never wear dresses. haha. since i duno when. but nvm. its quite okay.

after that some of us had individual prac. did overture n a little procession. Pamela came to help us too. was nice overall.
Germaine was so kind! she always help ppl lor. always help put back stand also. thank you Germaine!!

Aaaahh! tm got physics test! it's always about test test test! just receive one test paper back and ther's another test. *sigh*

2009-02-25T03:13:00.000-08:00

(eline's picture of the rainbow)

OMG! DID YOU SEE? RAINBOWS! TWO!!

didnt c them at first. eline called to tell me.

"eh. got rainbow lei."

"really?!"

was so clear. nicest one i've seen. all the 7 colours were visible! gosh.. it was wonderful. took some pics of it.. since just now, i duno why.. but i'm like captivated to rainbows n colours. haha.

had individual practice today. from 1.35 till 3.30. quite fun. (:
only a few attended. so we had the bomb shelter all to ourselves~~
den ate some stuff n went home. was 4+ already when we were leavin! so late. i was expected to be home like 4 15

woa... i still keep thinkin of th rainbow..
ok.. u may think i'm crazy or wadever but.. it's really beautiful. wonder wad would happen if i touched it..

2009-02-23T02:43:00.000-08:00

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eline~~
hey big bacon!! officially 14. haha
sorry for this one day late post. yesterday cannot use comp. should noe rite?hope u like yr present. ;p

lol..main point:

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2009-02-19T02:52:00.000-08:00

totally forgot there was malay conversational today till i asked cass. my teacher didn come today due to some reasons, i dont noe wad obviously. th backup teacher just teach teach teach. no jokes at all. ppl behind were in chaos, no one was listenin except for ppl in front including me! den teacher called me to do this thing on th whiteboard. got it right n achieved this teeny tiny sweet. not bad actually, quite nice. nxt person was cass sittin beside me! haha.

when leavin, was trying to find eline den duno where she go... den rmbered she went to treat jeleen n sabina to seoul garden!

speakin bout food, i'm hungry.. yay! gona hv this tepanyaki for dinner. mum bought this electronic thing from korea. can just cook like those steamboat thing just tat is tepanyaki style. i nv try b4. hope its nice

jia en, cheryl: yea. finally post again. :D

2009-02-15T04:26:00.000-08:00

Happy belated valentine!

sorry i nv update so long farhahaha. lol.
good news is, my new comp is done so can use le! ok, so it took quite a while n i waited impatiently :D

eline n cass's b'day comin sooon. always get the usual photoframe photoframe, kinda common n absolutely borin.. n wow, eline's gettin an ipod, a green. she oso wana treat theo, jia en, cass n i to 18chef's. yum~~ feel a little bad cuz i nv treat her to stuff like tat.. but, i will someday(take note, eline).

th band sec1 juniors did their audition. was fun except... well, a small misunderstanding? juniors not done wid their aud. so suppose their gona continue th next sectionals or band practice? i dunno. excited!

2009-01-28T02:37:00.000-08:00

my this comp very slow tats why dowanm blog.. so slow.
well, i couldn stand it it anymore so i juz blog lor..

changing new computer. but dad's not done setting it up. instead, parents had to go back korea for something...
so here i am still stuck wid this old old computer. but, its okay..

haiyo... eline @ hong kong.. misss her. come back soon!! c la, have to go school alone... haha

2009-01-04T00:38:00.000-08:00

changed skin n song. elinee helped me. thank you eline!!! aah.. saw eline's blog.. got th picture so funny! i suddenly feel like changing blog song.. nxt time.. eline! change yr mind quickly! haha.
haiz.. so hungry. tink i'll go grab somethin to eat.

c you~

2009-01-03T04:00:00.000-08:00

happy belated new year! ...?

yesterday first day of school.. new class, new classmates, new teacher, new.....
cass n farhah same class! yay.my class 2/7 so dead lei... almost everyone so quiet.. mayb because its everyone doesn noe each other yet? my new form teacher is ms helen tan!! my last year history teacher.. she's really nice though her lessons can b a little boring. theres another girl wid the same name as meee but spelt differently. hoho
waa.. jia en, eline n theo r seperated from me!! so sadd... :[ but at least their class r at the same level n corridoor as me!

i wana go back to 1/8!! i wan 1/8 back!!!

2008-12-25T05:41:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!!
cant believe school's gona open in like 1 week! sorry i didn post for long, lazy..

ok. so i had band camp n it was quite ok.. we were grouped up in games. at first me n jia en tot we were in the same grp since we sat beside each other*yay* so happy. but! hoho. of coz not lor... should hv known celestine would nv grp us together(dream on). th unforgettable ting is tat all of us had to wake up at 3+ a.m !! n for wad?? play games! solve riddles when im supposed to be sleeping O.o" other grp(me,jia en,cass, farhah,june) slept 1+ after much talking.. so funny! den waken by seniors saying there was fire which we didn believe.duh. so after they left we slept again.lol. in th end we dragged our feet down to the parade square n found ourselves to b th last..

yeaterday, me n few primary friends hung out watch twilight at vivo. th movie was.. ok la. some parts funny. not much difference from th book. den went plaza.. walk around.. some ice cream..more walking.. home

well..... merry x'mas~ =>

2008-12-11T05:14:00.000-08:00

nothin much goin on recently.. except for tues (9 dec).

few of us from p.school went to escape n had fun!! funniest was th haunted house 2. so stupid..waited soo long for tat.. ugh. at least its something i wont forget easily in my life. heard ppl said tat haunted house 1 wasn tat scary so juz wanted to check out number 2.. *curious* XD

tis masked man dressed all black, carrying tis fake weapon kept following us. boys as usual quickly walk in front den left us alone (wad the..) tat stupid masked keep blocking me, vanis, cheryl n wilnel. we were like.. omg omg. get lost!! we kept running den banging into th boys. haha. N!! duno hu step on my slippers den it came off. everyone continued running n i was left to pick it on my own with tat masked man rite in front of me!! worst ting was, cheryl n me tripped on tis fake corpse lying on th floor.. eeeww!! cheryl n me kept screaming n screamin. lol. th more i tink abt it, th funnier it gets. everyone was like so desperate to get out.

den we left to pasir ris park. girls except wilnel rented blades, others bikes. blades so smooth lor..
th boys suddenly made a turn den left us alone. n soo... of coz muz revenge ourselves la. muahaha. i suggested to call n trick dem tat we were lost. (gullible.. juz so gullible) dey believe lei! haiz.. dowan say le. *yawn* X3

2008-11-28T04:24:00.000-08:00

celestine: haha. u nv ask wad
cheryl: ok
jolene: yr welcome! hope u liked dem. (:
amirah: thx!
shu zhen: linked (;
jewel: heys! haha k
eline: yea. haha
jia yi: its okay

2008-11-26T03:23:00.000-08:00

Had fun today.. was supposed 2 be tis small junior band outing den... so few pple(me,jia en,cass,june, xin yuan,omar) turned up.went 2 pasir ris park 2 blade n cycle. ony me, xin yuan n omar noe how 2 blade so i teach jia en, xin yuan teach june.. omar.. went like skate around th park himself. should hv seen th way xin yuan help june. all of us say they look like couple. hahas. den tis jia en so stubborn!! i ask her 2 juz try like.. skate? den she kep dowan.. haiyo! she kept saying i duno how to teach =P haha. but i admit its quite true la.

gt tired of blading, so rented bikes. me n june gt th 2 seats ting. started rainin all of a sudden! wats worse.. june lost her hp!! so,..xin yuan tried calling her hp. tis person answered.. den was tis"where r u now? no, wait. where r u now?!" stuff. xin yuan suddenly started like shoutin?? omg.. said they were @ th bbq pit 47. me, june n xin yuan took off n tried findin them but were like" where's tat pit 47??!" still rainin so hard.. me n june gt soaked head to toe. anyway, found them at last. after all tis commotion, went 2 e-hub den go arcade play. jia en wanted so much 2 play tis drum ting so we wait there lor. tis girl abt 11,12? was in front of us n when she started playing everyone were like.. wow! pple started gathering, lookin at her. den when our turn jia en abit like dowan play le. i understand.. hu wants to play after someone so pro..

2008-11-24T03:28:00.000-08:00

today was th woodwind outing & we went 2 seoul garden to stuff ourselves. woa.. eat a lot leh. frm 11.30, th min th restaurant was open we went inside to eat till like i tink 3+ ?? den l8r jodie was bored so she hlped me & farhah 2 cook. den so funny lor, she so excited 2 crack th egg den half th egg shell ended up inside th soup coz she hit 2 hard. den jeleen another 1. she crack 1 more egg but she did it 2 high up so th egg splash in th soup. lol. I found out tat jeleen & jolene were goood prawn peelers. haha. they both help us peel th prawn especially jeleen. thx ah! /=D

th seniors decided 2 go bugis. so th juniors juz follow lor.den in th mrt so funny! we went to th end of th train den most of them sat down on th floor. jia en, jeleen & i just stand around th pole. den th rest kept talking abt th ppl in band. suddenly saw pamela walk towards this stranger den say hi. realised she was dared to. haha den ming xuan's turn. th nxt stp he left th train, stood outside a while den came back in. we were like in th middle of th attention lor.. hui xiu? she had 2 ask someone for his no. den she ask ming xuan, but nt counted so they ask her 2 either do pull up or pole dance. haha. she claimed she was really bad in pull ups so there was left with ony pole dance. so jeleen, jia en n i left th pole and made space 4 hui xiu. so she juz stand up den almost do but so pai sei 1 lei.. so she juz turn 1 round. hahaha!
walked around bugis den seniors decided 2 go marina, but was already 4+. th juniors had curfews so we didn follow & left. jewel n jolene went home but farhah, jeleen, jia en n i went back 2 tamp 2 walk around den go home.

until now still soo full so nv eat dinner. haha.. *sigh* tm got band.. so tired

2008-11-22T02:56:00.000-08:00

2 more days to woodwind outing! so fast.. hope its gona b fun.
ok... soo long nv blog already. th last time post was at another blog which was like mths mths mths ago(lazy wad)n jia en helped me delete tat stupid dead blog. haha
since its th hols.. nth better 2 do so make again lor. so much time 2 blog anyway..